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Osho - The Zen concept of renunciation is my
concept of renunciation also Osho - A person who escapes is not really a man of
understanding. His very escape shows his fear, not
understanding. If you say, "How can I be happy
sitting in the marketplace? How can I be silent
sitting in the marketplace?" and you escape to the
Himalayan silence, you are escaping from the very
possibility of ever becoming silent -- because it is
only in the marketplace that the contrast exists; it
is only in the marketplace that the challenge
exists; it is only in the marketplace that
distractions exist. And you have to overcome all
those distractions.
If you escape to the Himalayas
you will start feeling a little still, but at the
same time a little stupid also. You will start
feeling more silent, but that silence belongs to the
Himalayas, not to you. Come back and your silence
will be left behind -- you will come alone. And back
in the world you will be even more disturbed than
before, because you will have become more
vulnerable, soft. And you will come with a
prejudice, with this idea that you have attained to
silence. You will have become more egoistic.
That's why people who have escaped to the
monasteries become afraid of coming back to the
world. The world is the test. The world is the
criterion. And it is easier to be in the world and,
by and by, grow into a silence, then the Himalayan
silence comes into your being. You don't go to the
Himalayas: the Himalayas themselves come to you.
Then it is something of your own, then you are the
master of it.
I don't teach escape. I also teach renunciation.
Many people, orthodox, old people. come to me and
they say, "What type of sannyas is this? People have
taken sannyas -- they are still living in their
families, with their wife, with their children.
going to the office, to the factory, to the shop --
what type of sannyas is this?" They have only one
conception of sannyas, a one dimensional conception
-- of escape. This is multi-dimensional. It is
renouncing and yet living here, dropping and yet not
dropping, changing and yet remaining ordinary,
transforming one's being totally and yet remaining
in the ordinary world like everybody else.
The Zen concept of renunciation is my concept of
renunciation also. But it is difficult because the
world has been condemned so much that it has become
almost unconscious; it has become habitual to think
in terms of condemnation. If somebody says you are
worldly, you feel hurt, insulted. When you want to
condemn somebody, you call him worldly -- you have
condemned him.
There is nothing wrong in being worldly. Be
worldly, and yet remain unworldly -- that is the
very art, the art of living between two opposites,
balancing oneself between two opposites. It is a
very narrow path, like a razor's edge -- but this is
the only path. If you miss this balance, you miss
truth.
Source - Osho Book "A Sudden Clash of Thunder" |